I still wanna

I told you I was into you 

late that summer

you were proud of me

and so was I

I called you a stud

said you are easy to talk to

I feel more like me when I'm with you

radiating joy and happiness

but you left and I'm just missing you

I still wanna dance with you

we still have a lot to learn

so many more adventures await 

for you and me

You told me I was wrong

that summer night

that you were none of the things I said

You thanked me

said that was a big step

you just want to be friends right now

enjoying singularity

but you left and I'm just missing you

I still wanna hold your hand

we still have a lot to learn

so many more adventures await 

for you and me

I wish I could have said goodbye

but then again I don't

I'd rather say a hui hou

knowing we are unfinished

and just getting started

so off you go

but just so you know

we still got a long way to go

but you left and I'm just missing you

I still wanna kiss you

we still have a lot to learn

so many more adventures await 

for you and me

THERE

I stood there

in the spot where we reunited

the place that became near and dear 

in a town we both called home

I stood there

feeling the season change

remembering that warm summer day

while wearing a down vest

I stood there 

smiling at the memory that made this spot

a spot of significance

the natural embrace you greeted me with

I stood there

breathing you in

my solitude did not feel your absence

because you were there with me in my heart

I stood there

charting our path in my mind

imagining where we went

wanting to hold your hand

I stood there 

hoping to feel a tap on my shoulder

hoping to hear your voice

hoping to see you again

I stood there

in that spot

I snapped a picture of the view

that spot will never be the same

I stood there

feeling special and loved

knowing we are just getting started

you and I

I stood there 

in the past

today

and I will stand there again

Press Play

you have me up at night

can't get you off my mind

because I don't want to 

I'm happy you're there

filling my thoughts

it's going to be okay

we're going to be okay

I don't want you to go away

I just want to play

be mine, babe

Visions

Visions of a dream

running through my mind

sitting in the place where I see what's in my mind

what doesn't unfold

cannot be told

for her imagination is her castle

and if you don't want in so be it

few are blessed with the view and the opportunity to pursue

Let me show you

 Let me show you all of my favorite spots

to be free and unwind and ponder

Imagining Art

It's started

I've been painting you into the future I dream of

and you make it beautiful

Color me happy

3.02

When the thoughts of you woke me from my slumber

I just want to be with you

holding me tight and making me feel so light

I love you baby

hold my hand

kiss my neck

tell me you love me

how can I fall back asleep in this empty bed

imagining you here

but knowing that you aren't I miss you

I wish you were here

to be my safe haven

to comfort me and cradle me

swallow me in your abyss

Forehead Kisses

slow dance with me to the sound of the night
the crickets chirping and the fireflies glowing
slow dance with me baby

sing to me the song that runs through your thoughts
I'll lay my head on your shoulder and simply just be

I'll breathe in this moment with you and hold on to it so tight
kiss my forehead as we dance

hold me just right

be my forever so we don't have to say goodnight baby

slow dance with me to the sound of the night
the crickets chirping and the fireflies glowing
slow dance with me baby

share your energy with me
I hope you can feel mine

cuz I'm trying to tell you with all my might 
I love being by your side, don't leave

you make me feel so light

slow dance with me to the sound of the night
the crickets chirping and the fireflies glowing
slow dance with me baby

If I Let You In

If I let you in
And you are brave enough to enter
I will love you hard
My energy will fill you up
The word picky exists for a reason

If I let you in
I picked you
You surpassed the biggest hurdle many couldn't reach

If I let you in 
It's on my terms
And the rest will be one of for the books

If I let you in
You make me feel safe
I trust you, I value you, I appreciate you

If I let you in
Know that you are special
Even if you don't see in yourself yet what I see

If I let you in 
It's because I have faith in you, I believe in you, and I care about you

If I let you in 
It's because you matter
And I know you can keep up
This is not an open invitation
You made the VIP list
The way I treat my VIPs is a privilege

If I let you in
It's because I want to spoil you
You made it to the private party
This is exclusive and rare

If I let you in
And you accept
You will not be disappointed 

If I let you in
Consider yourself a celebrity
My presence is a gift
And I choose wisely who I share my time and energy with

If I let you in
You will know
I will tell it like it is

If I let you in
This is a chance of a lifetime
But what is it that you need?
How do you jump the hurdle?
Who gets an invite?
Where must they go?
When do they know?
That's the code they all tried to crack

If I let you in
You know the secret
Do what you will with that precious information
You're in if you want to be
Level unlocked