Tonight

Tonight I was reminded
of why this all began
the point in time where I snap
when forgiveness is absent

Tonight I was reminded
that I can do this alone
even though I don't want to

Tonight I was reminded
that I am true to myself
and that anyone else who cares
would stand beside me
be my back

Tonight I was reminded
that I do this to myself
but that is who I am
this is what I do because I love it

Tonight I was reminded
that no matter how many tears I shed
I can't change the past or the future
destiny awaits

Tonight I was reminded
that whether or not I snapped
the right person wouldn't have cared
that someone is out there
waiting to fix me

Tonight I was reminded

Just Because

Everyone keeps asking
Why him?
the only answer I have is
just because

I know that's a lame excuse
I really have no other explanation
You all tell me I'm a sweet girl
and that he is just anything but

You can question me all you want
but my answer won't change
I wish I knew why
all I can say is just because

Haven

where are you my haven?
I need you to come soon
step by step, day by day
i'm slowly sinking down
I need you to buy me some time
I am hungry from this long starvation
please come soon my haven...